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you could steal away in the middle of the night and hide in the light of day while you cloak yourself in the darkest lies but oh my love it swims in the deepest oceans of fear and as soon as you lower your head i am her…
i always find this poem running through my head as april comes around. when the weather warms up, sunny spring days always turn me towards thoughts of summer. i think i keep coming back to this poem because it is me. mor…
december 14, 2004 Christmas is my absolute favorite time of year. I love everything about it (ok, I tolerate the cold weather - but it wouldn't be Christmas to me without it). Christmas music, cookies, lights, the…
this is important. i've come to a realization recently. disclaimer: this is not to accuse anyone or to make anyone feel guilty. we can't change the past and the decisions we make are ours to live with. as a whole, my…
Just in case anyone wants to know how testing went yesterday, I thought I'd share. (Jen's reading this right now going, didn't i JUST tell you not to remind me of this?! Sorry bud ) Printing out directions was a hassle…
i'm running. away and towards something, all at the same time. i don't quite know how that's possible and yet it makes perfect sense. it's a new year and a new semester and by the end of 2005 will i be any different t…
written around this time 1 year ago. felt like it should be posted again to show how far i've come. it also explains the name. ragdoll [once again] once again she sits in silence the damaged dirty princess timid…
and you said i know that this will hurt but if i don't break your heart things will just get worse if the burden seems to much to bear remember the end will justify the pain it took to get us there .let it all out. […
Today would have been my Daddy Will's 45th birthday. I wouldn't have even known that if my Gram JJ hadn't mentioned it in an email the other day. She asked me if I remembered. I didn't. It made me feel like a horribl…
Summer of 2004 Overview Perks - I got to spend a lot of time with close friends. - I made more money than I ever have in 2 month's time nannying. - I got rid of a lot of old clothes and invested in some new (adorable) t…